Who to blame - "Myself" OR "The chemicals" ???

One more gel wasted .... something's going wrong for sure .... there's no god damn DNA in any samples .... a huge disappointment and a sudden break to my plans of wrapping it up nice and quick !! ..... i was so angry on myself for screwing it up .... but there was little that i could do to better it ..... things were already done with .... have to start afresh ! ......

There's a funny thing about me .... when I get angry, I become extremely quiet. My blood starts boiling but I don't show it. This is an adapted skill. Good 7 - 8 years back, I used to be wild when angry ........

I hate when simple things get unneccessarily complicated. I hate the failures too ... but who dosen't ? .. and yet people succeed ... one should be motivated till the end .. that's all ! .. and that is exactly what i got to do. I was so disheartned that I tried to run away from it .... but enough is enough .... I AM GOING TO FINISH IT WITH SOME GOOD RESULTS !!

So, tommorow morning I'm going to rush to the lab early hours and give myself enough time to perform a clean experiment.

There's a new found friend ... now that I have a reliance phone ....he has started calling me since he has a free reliance to reliance talktime ... and he's so genuine in asking even a " how are you?" that I just can't ignore it .... a very nice person with a very genuine heart !! .. who dosen't want friends like these ?

Anyways, wish me luck; coz it's going to be the test of my experimental skills tommorow.

Till then, bye !

Take care.

@mar.