A piece of my mind ....

April 06, 2008

With 2008 comes a new blog

Well, I got kinda bored with the old blog ... plus i wasn't pushing myself enough to post anything for past so many days ... i needed a strong reason to start blogging again .... so I came up with a new blog ... it's called " The Free Rein of Impulse" ... there's still nothing posted there and I shall post something very soon ... till then have a look at its promo .. ;)

Will soon update here as and when I post on the new blog (for the address click on the link given above) .. till then see ya ...


September 12, 2007

Life's Bitch!

Well, this kind of statement looks very out of place from someone with positive attitude, who's practically living (or wishes to live .. or .. believes to be living in) in an ideal world, someone with never say die attitude ... but as you open your eyes far and wide and shine a spotlight on the "realities" or so called "bare-truths" of cotemporary world .. you soon realize the dire need to adapt yourself (so that even you would be as thick-skinned, as robotic, as overtly practical as almost everyone around you) .. and face the music with a smile on your face!

Here are some of the funniest bits (or serious bits made funny .. whatever works for you!) of that process of getting adapted ...

1. My sleep cycle -

Monday - I love sleep .. I think a sound sleep is like a tonic to your body ...
Tuesday - I should sleep now, it already too late ...
Wednesday - Yawwwwn! (Red eyes) Darn it! I need sleep (zzzzzzzzzz!) ....
Thursday - I think I can sleep a little later, I've got too much to do ....
Friday - Dude, 3-4 hours of sleep is a lot for a day and in any case I have two days of weekend to compensate for that ...
Saturday and Sunday - "But, why isn't he picking up the phone?" .. someone answers "Coz, he's dead .. err .. sorry .. running his 2 day sleep-marathon"
Monday - (Must sleep .. drooping eyelids .. coffee score is already past 4 at least ..) I love sleep .. I think a sound sleep is like a tonic to your body ...

2. My work cycle -

Monday - The graph starts on the negative "Y" axis (Y axis can be generlly defined as the "affinity axis" which includes enthu-index, energy-index, sleep-index, work-load-index, mood-index, boss's-mood-index, boss's-presence-index, and uncalled-for-casuality-index .. several others may be accounted here .. but these are the major ones!). It lingers there for quite a while and then as a sudden surge of voltage (a common phenomenon in b'lore! ;)) it starts picking up ... after planning for entire day and some meetings it soon crosses the zero mark and so the real workday begins ..
Tuesday - The curve rises quite steeply and most of the planned tasks are done ... at the same time there's bit of tiredness after working till 1-2 am through the night .. Vmax is in sight ...
Wednesday - the curve almost reaches its Vmax .. but, sudden realization that there are still 3 days to go .. the inhibition works and curve lowers itself a bit to sustain the activity .. shop closed before 1 am ...
Wednesday - As the day passes the inhibition is slowly released and there's a slight hint of coming weekend nearby ... the curve soon reaches its Vmax and there's sudden tired feeling .. back starts hearting .. eyes become red and start watering .. basically one finds every possible excuse to stop working .. and the curve begins its downward journey .. not too fast though ... it's still two days away from weekend ..
Thursday - it has already begun its descend .. you can feel the brunt and the toll taken by your body and mind [sometimes soul too .. when one has to indulge into heated discussions with boss .. these mostly end up concluding how crappy you (... your work, your attitude... you this .. your that .. and much more ...) are ..] .. crosses the Vmax/2 .. the feeling of tiredness is too heavy now ...
Friday - The curve magically aquires a will of its own and starts running downwards ... there's holiday in the air .. plans being made for the weekend .. jokes being shared .. movie tickets are being boocked .... who can work in all this mess?? ... somehow, something happens on the computer .. someone punches random keys .. you continue your vacation on the "Dozer's Island" ... the day ends below zero ...
Saturday and Sunday - Nobody has dared extrapolating the graph here .. may be they ran out of paper below zero ... be warned and do not waste time ... help the curve to gain negative-infinity!
Monday - Curve to himslef - "Darn! Why do they make me climb all the way up everytime? It's too much of work .. it ain't worth it!" :D

Funny ehh? .... Be serious damn it ...


Nah, man! Just messing with you .... It is funny! :D

Have fun working! :P

- Amar

December 13, 2006

We - The Humans !

I felt you ...
felt you on a cold cold night ..
Like a gushing warm blood...
running through frozen veins ..
Like a faraway lighthouse ...
from the storm wretched ship ...

I felt you ...
in a comforting numbness ...
in a stinking darkness ...
when i was breathless ...
when i was frail and helpless ...

Wonder who you are?
Wonder where you reside?
Wonder whether you are there ..
always by my side?

To wonder is all i've got ..
for you are invisible ..
for you are inconceivable ..
for you are an unknown ..
for you are neither a woman ..
nor a man ...

Whether to feel is you?
or you is to feel??
Whether you - a question
or an answer ..
who am i to tell?
i am just a man ..
an ignorent,
self-obsessed human..
with flesh & bones ..
involuted from within
like a blackhole ....

- Amar

December 12, 2006

What Am I to You? ...

1 Once A friend asked ... "What am I to You?" .... and I feel I've found an answer .. half in Shakespeare and half in Norah Jones .... here it is ....

To me, fair friend, you never can be old
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
Such seems your beauty still.

- William Shakespeare

"What Am I To You?"

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Fast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue
When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so
If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never wanna part
I'm giving you the ball
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies
I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

- Norah Jones

Isn't it wonderful? I thought so ....

Amar ..

December 08, 2006

There and back again ....

Well, Yes .... I am coming back to Blogging .... very very soon .... I very well know that I have been away for far to longer ... but today a very dear friend made me realize my mistake .... So, I shall start posting updates soon ... it's too late in the night to be writing anything more than i have already done ......

See you on the next BlogPost ..

Till then .. take care ...

Good times!