A piece of my mind ....

January 21, 2005

Another day passes by .....

A new day ... with the same old cliche' .... the feeling that's growing on me like a heavily spreading moss .... and in any case I'm a very imotional person to let it go so soon and put it off ..... not that I like to chew on things for days and keep rubbing them in ....... but when something goes wrong .. it hearts so much so that it keeps coming back and hitting hard .........
..... but, I had to make a new start somewhere ..... coz, as my dear friend says, "We are all part of a web !" .... and so I did ..... I broke the shackles .... I spoke out .... the result ... still very much under a dark cloud ....
there'll be a time when either it'll rain or send thunderstorms that'll leave me with almost nothing ...... this time the choice isn't mine, but the winds shall not move untill I act ..... and this is what they call "Death trap" ........ and unfortunately enough I've chosen to volunteer !!
As I said ..... it just keeps growing on me .....
Somehow, the days are getting grey as they pass by .... and still somehow I manage to sport that assuaring smile in front of everyone ..... I know I'm cheating .... but then that's the way it should be.
At the end of the day, there was someone who sent me a very assuring message and conveyed that I'm not alone ...... thanks Nachiket.
That's what friend's are all about .......
I have a coffee mug that has a very beautiful quote about friendship printed on it .......
it says .....
" A real friend is one who walks in
when the rest of the world walks out "

and I am quite sure that I have atlest one to count on ........
tomorrow is going to be a busy day back again ....
I hope all the chips will fall into their places ...
So, I go to bed with .....................
dreams of better tommorow
with hope of better times
the coming day shall dawn
with wings to fly our minds !
@mar.