Human Nature ......
Seriously .... Human Nature is such a complex but still such an oddly functioning thing ...... on some day you decide that no matter what happens I won't be satisfied untill I achieve total success ... and there comes a day when you are only half way through and you get a small hint of the success you're going to taste in future ..... that moment you feel as if you've conquered the world ....... not forever, but for a brief moment you do get that feeling ...... it is so strange .... it's like ..... you are waiting for the rains to arrive ... and you see a black cloud in the sky ... and you feel ... that's it ! ... they've arrived ......
something similar happened with me today .... but, frankly ... I enjoyed that 'momentous joy' .. as it was much needed .... and what more ... i'm still carrying it's reflection in my smile ....
anyways, as I enjoy these lighter moments, some things just would not change for atleast a few days from now ..... but I wouldn't bother much ... coz I have a point to prove now ... and I'll not rest till I do it ... and do it in a way that everybody will have to take a notice of it ....
Damn you mosquito DNA .... I'm on a roll now ...... don't bother stopping me .... !!!
I think I'm too sleepy now .. to write anything sensible ...
so before I come to the lowest state of my writing abilities .....
I feel .... I should stop ...
till next time ....
take care. bye !
@mar.
P.S. : It's confirmed now .... this was the lousiest post I've ever posted. Sheeeeeshh ....